10 things I hate about you..

I hate it that you don’t feel near, in these moments of great low,

I hate that while I believe in you, I’ll never really know.

I hate it that you gave to me, a great vision for my life

and now with just one punch, one hit came this misery and strife.

 

I hate  the person I think you are, I’m your child and you turn your face?

I’m standing here with arms outstretched in need of your embrace!

I hate it that I scream out loud in need of your special touch,

But that to step down and just intervene, just seems a step too much.

 

I hate that when I prayed for a great relationship with you,

That you would love me quite this much, and put this pain me through.

I hate the way I cried out and said God  ”whatever it takes” 

I didn’t quite expect you’d go, this far for your name sakes.

 

I hate it that I hate you and can’t bring myself to pray

I hate even more that deep deep down there’s truth in what you say.

I hate that while I look at the, reality in front

I’m force to read your word and put my foot down and be blunt.

 

I hate that on one hand I want to tool down and give up,

But that the way you made me means Id never have such luck!

I hate that while I hate this, hate this so much I want to scream,

I hate that I won’t ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, EVER give up on my dream.